Forgotten Whispers

2009-12-04T18:05:00.003+08:00

YES!!!!!!!! I BOUGHT IT!!!!!!!! WHOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went 1U for some Christmas Shopping today, and muahahahahaahah I got a pair of shorts for Rm20!!!! Can you believe it?!!? RM20!!!!

I have to give away lots and lots of money this month to buy gifts for my beloved ones =D
It pains me but I'm still happy I can make them happy.
Seeing the smiles on their faces when they get it will be enough.

Sigh......Holidays!!!!!

It's been exactly one month...

2009-11-15T12:04:00.003+08:00

since I blogged!!! lol I seriously think I have a problem. It's just no fun for me anymore I guess to write down what happened since I feel I have like better things to do, like watch Gossip Girls, or sleep, or watch movies, or sleep....

These few days, I have been watching a drama on Youtube. Gah can't believe I'm back to doing that. The thing is, our national TV is soooo HEBAT! They have soooooo many advertisements in between, and when the episode has clearly NOT finished, they end it because of the lack of time. Gah! Makes me furious just thinking about it.

God's been great to me the whole month I was NOT blogging :) But He's been good to me my whole life. haha. But I think I am getting soooo bored of college. Don't you guys? I mean, it's great that we are leading new lives and all, but I really miss all my high school friends since that oh so fated day we met at BU3(p.s.* den didn't go XD) I really really wish we can spend more time together and it makes me wanna cry knowing things can never really go back the way they were. Gah since I could drive to college, I've been skipping classes like mad. Who asked them to put ALL my classes till four?! I can't TAHAN that long you know!!

Thus, the need for shopping. Or time spending. Who wants to meet me somewhere, why don't you give me a call? I'd really like that.

BUT....a special day is coming up, and I can see my "close friends" soon!!!!

I really really love you guys,
you know that,
don't you?

A Gift with a Red Ribbon

2009-10-15T19:14:00.006+08:00

dancing dancing

This is for JOLYN TOH!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeE BIRTHDAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hOPE YoU feel GREAT always and never forget to SMILE :)

God bless ya!!

It's been a great ride with u in my life, so thanks for that, and I REALLY REALLY REALLY WISH U TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
FOREVER1!!!

No matter what happens, remember k, you have a friend who's here for you.
Wanna remind you again that Trials make you stronger, so never ever let it bring you down!

Do you see that genuine happy-ness on ur face? hohoho

Tengok u begitu gembira :)

I LOVE YOU

MUAK MUACKS MUAXXXX

XOXO

May :)

You're wonderful. Never forget that. haha

It's a Beautiful Past

2009-09-27T09:56:00.018+08:00

I'm not sure what this post will be about, so maybe it is gonna be about random stuff :)

Yesterday, I went out with my 3 brothers to makan at Sushi Zanmai! I even fetched my big bro LOL. Mum found it hilarious when I told her haha

Anyway, we seriously ordered a whole bunch of food that the waitress was like smirking..Think of all the business I bring her restaurant!!

The total bill was Rm172.05 for the four of us...LOL daddy came back and was like: "WHAT?!"

But, it was quite a good time for us cause we havent ever been out of the house, just the four of us doing something :)

super long line just to eat dinner :(

me with bro...I look weird..proving the point I have a bad hair day...everyday -.-
big bro's eel rice. Truth be told, their rice quality has dropped..Not that nice anymore :(

Bro's chicken rice

One autumn Spider Roll and caterpillar roll is it? I forgot XD

more sushi :) the reason I went there ahah

baby octopus bleh they like, but I didn't have the guts to eat it.

Bro's chicken and egg rice...Why did they all order rice?

Okay..there was too much food and I'm lazy to upload more pics so u can just see the table :)

I totally forgotten to post on my dad's birthday LOL so you guys should see the cake at least cause it was oN fire!!!

Happy belated birthday again, daddy :)

It's a roller-coaster ride.

Can you Turn Up the Heat?

2009-09-25T22:43:00.005+08:00

It's Friday!!!!

And it's time for a weekend Rest. NOT.

T.T I have to do 57 questions of review exercise for Further Maths...This is NO fun!!

sigh, at least I can play while I do them? hohoho....

Btw, I just suddenly have this crush back on Lee Hom! He is sooooooo HOT!!!!
The older he gets, the hotter he seems to me. But...what do you expect from me? hahahahaa

I had to skip a meeting with Xin and Ping and Hui today for dumb FP replacement T.T
Teacher is so evil!!! But whatever, not like he's gonna see this post or what xD

Enjoy your weekend, people!

You.Take my Breath Away.

You can Be whatever or Whoever You wanna Be

2009-09-22T16:52:00.011+08:00

Went out with Gek yesterday, despite being sick.

Still sick today. It's worse, though. Mummy says that I gotta get sicker before I can get better. And I'm just NOT happy.

Worse still, I'm home alone today.. =( Family went to Bt Tinggi but I can't go what with being sick and tomorrow got college and all..

I'm stuck here, ALONE. BORED. Even though I have work to do XD

OOh, I had a FANTASTIC dinner with family yesterday! It was one of those rare moments where my KOr was eating with us. hahah and it was AWESOME!! We drank two bottles of sparkling grape juice. Ate jacket potatoes. Had roast beef. Ate salad. Mushroom soup. Western!!! Surely my favourite...though I was sick. LOL.

And then we proceeded to watch TV. 8TV was showing a really REALLY funny movie called The American Mall. I tell you, it is just like High school Musical!! Real dumb show. Don't ever watch it. Don't ever!!!

Us at Secret Recipe yesterday.

The perempuan punya shoes. heehee. *ouch!*

ALL of us together :)

Ada orang begitu gembira...lol seeing this pic makes me smile haha

Jacket potato...One side I put tuna, the other egg. Delicious!!!

roast beef!! Seriously, I'm SOO proud of my mum! It was even better than restaurants!!

Daddy piling up his whole plate with peppers! LOL

The TWO big bottles of sparkling juice we were drinking like water.. :)

Cheers to a great dinner :) *burp*

Sweetest Seventeen

2009-09-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! I SOOOOOO want this jacket!!!!!

Well, drove to college today again. AND, it rained!! when I was going home. 6.30pm only, and it was already SO dark! Woulda been romantic if well, you know...

Traffic jam, left leg sooo sakit from pressing clutch non stop. And fetched Chloe to da bao her dinner then home, then I went home =)

I have not felt my love for home in soooo long!! This away from home thing makes u appreciate ur house SO much!

Now watching Monsters vs Aliens LOL...

I just wanna fall into my bed and go to sleep..*yawn*

SUPER BIG THUMBS UP for CHLOE for a wonderful and awesome job on the Ministry Presentation today!!! Whoohoooo!!

It's over, and I'm back where I belong.

Sweeter Sixteen

2009-09-16T20:54:00.007+08:00

Today was a good day, I joined the Culinary Club, The Adventure Club, The Italian Club, and the SPCA Club! XD something wrong with me..BUT I had fun maa...

so many people....OOOO

The Culinary Club made a handbag out of I dunno what..icing?

And, it was Julian's birthday, so I bought her a brownie from Secret Recipe. LOL. The woman said the cakes would melt after one hour, and I thought I would celebrate after TWO hours, so I bought the brownie which would last longer -.- ended up still celebrated within one hour, but I think she was so touched. Haha. Big thumbs UP for me! *perasan*

The cute lil' cake haha

When I got there, Julian was eating lunch, so we waited, and waited.....

Shocked her haha------>(oops My Phillip is in the pic!)

Oh. One downside to today was...my physics test results. -.- I got 50/80!!!! lower than most guys man! Bob got 68/80!! NO fair!! and Aaron = 61/80 =.=

Whatever. It's over.

I'm HAPPEEEEE.

Dinner time =)

Can I spin you around?

Sweet

2009-09-15T20:20:00.013+08:00

Celebrated Niva's 18th Birthday yesterday. I think it went quite well. =) BUT, I forgot to bring my camera -.-

Today, I drove my car to college! hhah cause didnt wanna burden parents who have to go through the stupid jam at 7. I felt quite awkward, cause Keith (=.=) called my car a truck. When I went home, I saw that he actually parked right behind me! haha..

Well, tomorrow is Julian's birthday =) and I'm gonna buy her a secret recipe cake!! =)

So here they are, the pics I promised!

waiting at sakae...

ordering =) (look at Gek)

me secretly taking a pic XD

smiley gooey pic ahaha

Im lazy to upload more pics sooo...

I'll post them in facebook soon =) sry for any inconvenience caused yea.

=D

2009-09-11T22:08:00.008+08:00

I.Am.Going.Out.Tomorrow!!!!

BTw, the Ramen Girl sucks =.= wasted my one and a half hour to watch it. Sigh....
Just so hard to find a good movie nowadays..

But, I really wanna watch The Ugly Truth and The Time Traveller's Wife!! Sigh.....*dreamy*

I had a seriously busy and boring week. I need some spice in my life, know what I mean?!

My class-not to be offensive, I love them and all- can be a little boring sometimes. Two Other Girls only how to be entertaining right!? All they do is study study study, homework homework homework. Ugh. Thank God for Kenneth, at least he got play with me =)

Ooh and thank you Julian!! For making my day yesterday and today haha...

Done videos for the Malaysian Studies. All that's left is editing. Whew!

Still have lots and lots of work, but let's focus on the good k!

OUTING TOMORROW!!!

OuTING TOMORROW

OUTING TOMORROW

OUTING TOMORROW

OUTING TOMORROW

999

2009-09-09T19:52:00.001+08:00

I'm going to watch The Ramen Girl NOW!

Tell you guys if it's nice =)

Dilemma

2009-09-05T12:37:00.003+08:00

I have a question for you guys...cause no one ever leaves any comment anymore, so it's kinda sad to see my blog when no one leaves any comment. SO...Im gonna ask you a question, and it would be like a TEST to see if people actually read my blog =D

Would you rather: Be rich but lonely...

OR

Be poor but have a lot of friends and have a loving husband/wife n kids(if you like) ??

Answer me! It'll be nice to know what people think. :)

2009-09-01T20:45:00.005+08:00

Since so many people are stressed out lately, I decided to give you guys a few jokes to cheer you up. Credits to reader's Digest. I was just reading and I couldn't stop laughing my butt off. It's real funny, so chill, people!

New Lease on Life
In surgery for a heart attack, a middle- aged woman has a vision of God by her bedside. "Will I die?" she asks.
God says, "No. You have 30 more years to live."
With 30 years to look forward to, she decides to make the best of it. So since she’s in the hospital, she gets breast implants, liposuction, a tummy tuck, hair transplants, and collagen injections in her lips. She looks great!
The day she’s discharged, she exits the hospital with a swagger, crosses the street, and is immediately hit by an ambulance and killed.
Up in heaven, she sees God. "You said I had 30 more years to live," she complains. "That’s true," says God.
"So what happened?"
God shrugs. "I didn’t recognize you."
Submitted by Hank Chawansky

Vow of Silence
Every ten years, the monks in the monastery are allowed to break their vow of silence to speak two words. Ten years go by and it’s one monk’s first chance. He thinks for a second before saying, "Food bad."
Ten years later, he says, "Bed hard."
It’s the big day, a decade later. He gives the head monk a long stare and says, "I quit."
"I’m not surprised," the head monk says. "You’ve been complaining ever since you got here."
Submitted by Alan Lynch

Forced into It
Lilyan van Almelo
We accompanied our son and his fiancée when they met with her priest to sign some pre-wedding ceremony papers. While filling out the form, our son read aloud a few questions. When he got to the last one, which read "Are you entering this marriage at your own will?" he looked over at his fiancée.

"Put down 'yes,' " she said.

Hope you guys had a great laugh! Cause I did =)

You spin me around.

It's almost unbelievable

2009-08-24T18:46:00.003+08:00

I have taken my piano exam and now, I can worry no more!!

I mean, the results of course is not up to me anymore, so no worries!

btw, saw cousin at the School too! He's taking Grade 5 =)

I am sooo in love with taylor Swift again!! Especially after Hannah Montana for the Third time -.- don't ask me why...

But seriously, she's like real talent! PLus, sigh...so pretty.

LOL but I digress.

Gek, I just want you to know, I watched 17 again!! Finally, right? lol but it was goood =)

You make me crazier...

L.O.V.E

2009-08-15T00:18:00.010+08:00

Oopps...I finished reading Airhead and Fragile Eternity, and I have to say...It's got me wondering...

Do I really not want to get married? LOL

I mean, being single is great and all,

But when you read those stories of how lovey-dovey people are when they're in Love

And how someone totally changes for the better because of Love, don't you just wish you had a special someone...

Who could laugh with you, laugh AT you, be with you through ups and downs and just accepts you for who you are??

Was looking at some pics and they were really cute..I think you guys should see it =)

Gah...so sweet huh...

Anyway, just figured I would post something haha so someone wouldn't complain =)

Randomness

2009-08-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

Unsurprisingly,

I'm bored...

Finished piano..

A tad worried about how I'm gonna do on my exam, but I'll just do my best and leave the rest to God. =)

I really need entertainment.

Mainly, from BOF.

And John's still ignoring me....

I talked to him and he went offline!!

T.T

Will I be able to get the CD?

Stay tuned, guys...

Argh

2009-08-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

Ugh

This freakin headache is killing me...

It all started with John not willing to hand over the BOF CD..dunno he won't hand it or he can't lar...with him, ugh I just can't know for sure....

I wanna watch the show like seriously..but no one wants/can give it to me!!!

Oh, let's not forget this Gek keep on pushing me to blog...since when did blogging turn out to be such a drag??

I am dying here... seriously, thanks John. For nothing.

Unmotivated

2009-08-10T16:19:00.002+08:00

Gah...have to do Further maths by today to hand in tomorrow...WHY?!?

My holidays just started, why can't you give me some time to chill????

bleh..Let's forget this for now...

I also watched G.I. Joe Saturday midnight!! Nice movie, some parts were quite fake, though..Especially the bike scene? Where the girl who's name I forgotten...U know, the girl who Ripcord likes...She was chasing the Cobra's van in Paris and she did all those bike stunts? Too fake =.=

But overall, I really liked it....Action the whole way through...Way to keep me awake during midnight. haha

And yesterday my whole family (me, mum, dad, granny, aunt, uncle, cousin, cousin, cousin, unc's wife) went to Sekinchan to buy stinky smelly fish. lol I tell you, the whole place stinks...and so we cousins had to make ourselves comfortable and play with the fishermen's boats while my parents were busy buying fishes.. It was nice, you know..I havent spent time with my cousins in a while.

We, city kids, played with my iPod, my camera and my phone and my unc's phone until at the end of the day, semua habis battery...hahaha!!

Sorry, no pics cause phone no battery haha...

I loved yesterday <3

Something new, something Old, something that made me get a cold.

2009-07-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

I have flu! Why?!?! I mean, sigh.....I have flu....just have to keep praying forit to get better. I have a distorted voice right now =.=

Heehee...anyway, I am having a seriously busy week. Homework(yeesh), classes(yeesh), friends(whoohoo!!), LAN(What the...), and i dunno....internship, waking up at 6.30 am every day, doing CV, piano work, watching TV.

Yeah, that's about it...ISN"T IT JUST SOOOO LITTLE?

LOL my sarcasm knows no limits.

I'm trying real hard to do a longer post so Jessie will feel satisfied but it's been a real long time since I wrote what, an essay? I just have to say this: It's not easy going to college everyday. Doing homework everyday, not fun. But when you don't do it, you feel guilty and u keep thinking about it and it just drives you NUTS!!

But I will forget it for now, because I have a mission!! A mission to blog!!! whoooheehoooo....I'm so restless...like nothing makes me feel so excited already except maybe listening to songs and joking with my friends..but a person can't do that the whole day right!?

For now, I have but ONE solution:

Go to as many social events or whatever new places or events i can get my hands on =)

Only way to be refreshed =)

I HAVE TO SAy though, I really miss Markus, Moses and Janete right now. They always made me laugh. Wonder what is up with the reminiscing.

Thank you, Choon Yee for inviting me,

though I might not say it out loud.

=.= This sucks

2009-07-25T10:53:00.004+08:00

Okay, don't blame me, but this stupid computer is seriously lagging.. I was totally trying to upload my 4 wheel drive trip, but the pics won't load!! So I'm giving up. I'll try again another day. Definitely. Mm-hmm...

Hmm...Well, I could talk about my last week. One word for it: Busy.

I was rushing to complete my homework since I have maths everyday, so when I finally completed it, I had to do more work the next day. =.= I can't even begin to describe how tiring that feels..You know, the feeling you have when after doing so much work, your work is still not done?

Sigh...anyway, I also ha to write a resume, submit my CV for something, and have fun....haha it was a busy week, definitely.

K people, I'm ciao-ing. See you soon =)

A Gift

2009-07-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

Sigh.....

It's never a good sign when you start your blog with a sigh.. haha but that's what I feel right now.

I can't refuse my dear Gek Gek, but just too lazy to write stuff ler...

I went to a 4 wheel drive adventure on saturday, went to watch Harry Potter movie on Sunday, and bought a new pants for my pants collection =)

Today, an English lady came to my college (my class, more precisely) to give A small talk on Durham University. The whole A-levels practically came into the room to listen lol...at least Further Maths was delayed for a while hahaha....

Later, I had LAN......(Moral) where I had to listen to Ms. S crap about something everyone was disagreeing with her about. Class ended at 6.30pm. But I had to drive home and by the time I was home, it was already 7pm. Not exactly my idea of a great day...I couldn't have my afternoon nap!!!

Oh. And chem class was cancelled. AGAIN. And this Sweet Yin kept on doing Stats making me so stressed hahaa.........

BUT I'm home now, and that's all that matters. =)

CHEER for me!

2009-07-06T20:50:00.014+08:00

Yesterday, my parents, younger bro and me went to Stadium Putra Bt Jalil to watch CHEER '09.
I'm not gonna say much about it, just that it wasn't what I was hoping for.

Maybe they should work harder...train some abs or something, cause all the teams who were holding the people up were like shaking real hard..only a few whose names I forgot...maybe the Titans..hmm..they were not bad.

LOL do you see this crowd?? I don't think I have ever been in a place with so many people before le...That shows you how much I've gone out eh??

See the crowd? there's one group wearing green, and another all red and another all purple...but I forgot to take them all..ehhe they're at the bottom left corner.

a routine by team ***( i forgot XD)

another routine

Lol..I managed to shoot them while they were jumping haha

Can you see them? The Stompers from BU3!

lol
my dad and bro...watching so intently!
Try finding them! (Hint: the two biggest heads in the pic)

This is the one group I remember...because they're the only ones wearing yellow lol..From SBU, team Shirtliff.
I think they were winners last year or something..not bad!

So at the end, I was stunned by the performance of US's top 2 world champions...They were really good!! I was gob-smacked!!!! But sadly, bcoz too busy watching them, I totally forgot to take pics..heehee

I drove there, ya know?! waaa....so tiring lor..

Still thinking about my white carrot soup ^.^

Mmmm...Yummmmm!!!

2009-07-06T20:26:00.010+08:00

This is one of those rare moments where I realize just how great a cook my mum can be. She is the only one in the whole entire world who can cook a seriously healthy meal, yet make it sooooooooooo delicious!!!! *drool**

So, guess what I had for dinner tonight?? heehee.....

MY FAVOURITE seriously!!! choi dam!! haha it was really really really really good!!!!

this was whoah!! It's got tau fu pok, ling-ngao, carrots and japanese mushrooms(bleh) haha

my mum rarely cooks this...tau fu...delicious!! I mean, when you add the spring onions plus that sauce, it's just GREAT!!!!

This is beaten egg plus minced meat..steamed to perfection... today, she cooked it really soft, so I <3-ed it!!

AND...
I totally saved the best for last...

wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! MY NUMBER ONE FAVOURITE IN THE WORLD, WHITE CARROT SOUP!!!! this one got added orange carrot(good for my eyes), longan, dates, and bla bla bla.. loved it =)waaa.....see how the soup reflects the lights?? It was just amazing, really!!

And I even got to enjoy all these without my brothers to disturb me(muahahahaha) cause one's on the com, and one's looking at photos I will post later....
I really have to thank my mum when she gets back!

It really was the right medicine to cure my mood..sigh...

The Scream in My Head

2009-07-03T23:39:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DRIVING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

and that's all I have to say

Finding that silver lining behind those mournful grey clouds

2009-06-29T21:10:00.001+08:00

UPDATE

Yeah. Thats what im doing now =)
Like finally! hahaha

So what's up?

Vivek is leaving tomorrow!!!!!
**shock*** So sudden wei....didn't even tell me before..Now I have ANOTHER friend gone! Loneliness can be a scary thing sometimes...SWEET YIN, NIVA, U GUYS BETTER NOT LEAVE TOO!!!!!

Sigh...oh kay....time to move on
I went out with Jo and Gek on saturday!!! So happy la..

What can I say? I <3<3<3<3<3 them!!

Oh, and I finally loaded the pics from Momo into my com!! So many embarrassing photos LOL but I found these:

LOL The couple...I wonder how they're doing now le...Suz. never replied my sms-es. P.s.* sEE momo makan-ing there?!

heehee Im taller than momo!

me saying bye bye to the past

*salutes* Goodbye my belived memories...You'll always be close to my heart!
See ya soon, future!

I'm a little sick of my life now...I need a renewed motivation!
But now, I just gotta keep holding on, cause there's still a bunch of mechanics to do hahaha
I wonder when I can finally finish it?

Life is like a rowing boat...
You never know when you'll reach your destination,
And sometimes, you get lost along the way
Sometimes, you even forget where you're supposed to go,
But a reminder comes along the way,
and reminds you of all you could become,
if you just believe in yourself =)

I miss english lit.

Those times....

2009-06-18T21:51:00.005+08:00

Guess why I havent been updating my blog for two weeks??

I was indulging in the delicious aroma of MECHANICS.

Seriously, what is with mechanics?? I had 100 plus questions to complete which completely drove me bonkers! Just ask anyone in my class man....I now feel like puking even at the sound of that word =.=

When I finally completed it, I have 40 plus questions for Physics, and I need to do 76 more questions for Stats!!!! (yes, i counted =.=)

I am in serious need of vacation, so tomorrow, Im going out!!!!
Happy pre-birthday, Mannee!

OOH I NEED TO RUN AWAY
Why cant the world pause for even one moment?
Just give me this one second to breathe in the present,
To know that I'm alive
and I'm living for a reason other than college,
To remember that I'm still me,
no matter what happens.

I love my present,
but I need time to savour it,
and time is just what I cannot find.
Not right now.

Dull, Dreary and Just Plain Boring

2009-05-31T19:20:00.003+08:00

My last week was............

Dry
Mou Liu
Uneventful
Sien
Uninteresting

And totally *Blank*

Sigh.....I need more spice in my life man...

The one thing that took up my mind was a tug in my brain telling me that I am not who I used to be..
Intellectually I mean.

I feel like so Stu**d now man...what with homework and quizzes which I dunno how to do...

Ugh

My brain's overloaded.

Im going shopping now for some de-stress...Roxy's having sales =)

Why can't it be like it used to?

It was Possible, After All...

2009-05-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

I totally passed my DRIVING TEST!

heeeehee....I feel.......like I'm floating, but at the same time, kinda nervous cause I gotta drive on my own from now on. No more...."EEEH!!! Watch out for that car!" or "How you drive one ar?!!?" from my instructor....

I tell you ar...the examiner sux man..He kept on scolding me what dungu lar, bodoh lar.....it's his useless car being useless lar!! The brakes were sooooooooo worn out, so when I pressed the brakes and there was no effect, he helped me to press le, LOL!

yet, after all that scolding, he allowed me to pass....I really, seriously, THANK GOD wei......
So totally impossible without Him!

What's my plan now??
Get a Manual Honda or Nissan or whatever car (secondhand, according to my father, since I'll most probably get into accidents everyday)

heeeeeeeeeheeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeee............

I knew You would help me...
Thank you,
I'm once again awed by Your mercy.

You were Never You

2009-05-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

I got something to tell you...

Why do you have to be someone you're not?

Why do you always want what you cannot get?

Don't you realise that what was never yours will never be yours?

Life is not all about you

You really shouldn't have done that

You pissed her off

And nothing ever changes after all

Now here I am...waiting for a miracle.
That you will change.
And learn to be you

Another Tag to tag what i was just tagged so i can be a tagger who tagged another to-be-tagger

2009-05-11T18:48:00.003+08:00

1. Besides ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
My forehead....soooooooo romantic!!!

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
I want to sleep somemore! It's only 9! oh crap! school starts at ten!!

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
My aunt?

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
No....maybe....

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Yes. When I'm eighteen *sobsob*

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of opposite sex?
Yes =.=

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
No....im so bored. =.=

8. What does your last text message say?
why you cry?!?

9. What are you thinking right now?
When will these questions end =.=

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Not really...just wanna sleep

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Errr.....2.45 am maybe...after watching terminator 2 hahah!

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Market lol

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
not really...gek gek maybe..in my unconscious

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Gek Gek

NINE un-lucky persons to do this quiz:
1.Gek Gek
2.Qi Jun
3.Xin
4.Ping
5.Kar
6.Bro
7.Bro
8.Hui Xuan
9.no one...i cut one person some slack..haha

I promised never to do another tag again...yet here I am
Oh boy, the things I do for friendship....lol XD

May's Adventures In The big City

2009-05-01T23:16:00.014+08:00

Yeay!!! haha...I went to KL yesterday and came back today, and I think I'm going there again next week!!

So I stayed in a run-down apartment, but it's really quite OK...they even have a TV room, so it's not that bad. Just that I had to sleep on the floor and it was a rough night...My back's sore man..

My apartment from outside..you can guess where it is, but I'm not gonna tell you heehee

And for dinner, we went to Restaurant Sakura to try since my mum says she hasn't been there in maybe a decade?? I have to tell you, honestly, the food there is really good! There are flaws..but it was not bad....definitely. The price, not so though...haha

This...IS not mine..haha it's my dad's Lamb Chop. It was good, but rating of maybe 4/5. Im lazy to download the other food we ordered, but they didn't look so special anyway XD

After that, went to Starhill Gallery for the first time in my life...I wonder why I never went there before yea..haha..WHoooo..The stuff there glittery, the place really high-class le..You want proof, I show you!! I'm so in love you know!?

see?? waaa...glittery shoe le..I want!! Know what brand or not?? Gianmarco Lorenzi le..

This Rodo purse:Gosh...made of Rubies?? I have no idea, what I know...It's so beautiful! I have another one to show you...It's breathtaking, seriously..I don't have to own it, I just have to dream about it..haha

This...*speechless*

Then, we retired to our room to watch TV and sleep...where I got my sore back. And next morning(this morning), went swimming until my fingers were wrinkly..
Then, we walked along the road in the Big City. And to my shock, my dad actually allowed me to buy my baby Roxy bag!!!!!!!! Whooo-hoo!
I LOVE MY DAD
seriously...haha

Then we walked to Pavilion and the sun was scorching, but we reached anyway hohoho...obviously. The point is, we were there to pretend to be rich people for a few hours..muahahaha

I went in to Juicy Couture, hoping to buy something since it was meant for us teenagers, right?!?! then I got the Shock of my day..horror of Horrors, the clothes were fabulous! But the price were over the roof I tell you! One jacket...kinda like a pajamas kinda jacket, cost Rm1100!!!! Are you kidding me!?! Honestly, which teenager can actually afford this?!?! I'm starting to think that the shop's there for deco only lar..lol

Wanna see Twin Towers from my apartment?? It's nice, seriously.

Lastly, I just wanna say, Being rich is not number one in life, but It's sure nice to walk in the rich's shoes once in a while :)

See my darling Guess shoe! It's not taken very nicely though :(
sigh.......my darling, I love you, but I can't have you!! Perhaps...we were just not meant to be?

I love shoes XD

Is this the feeling?

2009-04-28T16:47:00.015+08:00

I'm on cloud nine...........
I went out with Mannee and Gek Gek yesterday to watch Akai Ito, and it was AMAZING!!! =.= except for the stupid ending which wasn't even an ending...

So I went home and searched online, apparently it's a series, so I'm watching like mad now though the quality online is kinda bad, but I'm still watching!!! sigh.....Atsushi n Mei's love story is so touching I tell you..It will blow your socks off!

I give the show a rating of 4.5/5! At first I had doubts coz japanese movies are not very good..but this is great!

aaaaaahhhhh!!! This is Atsushi Nishino acted by Junpei Mizobata...Xin, what d'ya think??

This is Mei Takemiya acted by Nao Minamisawa...She looks kinda mature for her age if you ask me... :)

sigh.....happy ending...Or IS IT? wanna know, check it out!!! sigh......<3<3<3<3

Oops, sorry! Gotta post our pictures together..later gek gek not happy XD

Gek n her milo

Me acting kiddy..lol

Sleeping? lol

IT WAS...whaddaya call it?
Bliss.
Pure unadulterated bliss.

My head is spinning =)

2009-04-18T23:15:00.025+08:00

Had a blast, jo! Thanks!! Here's for Hui Min, Gek Gek, Jo, her cousins and well, my friends lar...hohoho

Anyway, for those who r blur, we had a mini-party at Jo's house just 1 hour ago n well, ah-hem, SOME people cam-whored the whole night xD

spectre felicia..dunno how I did it..I must be some genius photographer xD heehee...

our phones lor..Hui Min too free nothing to do LoL! (P.s.Mine lights still on..playing Love Story by Taylor Swift haha)
With flash light..for YOu, dear Hui Min, pick which u like :)
LOL what is JoYin doing?! oh right..she's cam-whoring with flying hair..hahaah!
Aiyo...trying to show they have tummy..pls lar girls, I can't see anything!
New friend: Angel who is catching up with my height!*in shock*
(lol actually I'm uploading all the pics u want lar HUi Min!!!)
Our slippers...*giggle* guess which is mine?!

Miss Toh cousins 2009...pick a winner ;)Gosh, these people pose so much so end up I have to upload so many photos!!posing at staircase AGAIN...y everyone so thin one ar?! i feel..inadequate lar LOL
For Hui Min again...hahah
She had to go squash me with her bear hug...aww, love hugs!!
The new Jo barbie, get it in stores near you today! xD
(comes with full wardrobe!)
Friends :) me being si tao..haha
Hey you know I notice my shirt seems to shine in the dark?? not glow, but shine....waaa..
Gosh, this looks like an all girls party...haha

okay..that's it! I'm tired...and I need my beauty sleep yet again..heehee. Did I mention I got a new camera? That's Y i upload these photos real fast! Thanks, Dad, love ya! *yawn*

Nite!

It was worth remembering.

It's time to lift your wings and fly

2009-04-17T14:51:00.008+08:00

Well, just had a farewell party for HUi Xuan who's leaving us after just one month of our together-ness. I'll definitely miss you!! Besides, without you, our further maths class has only four girls left!! Oh well, you gotta do what you gotta do :)

She got JPA to Fr**e!!! That's really great and all, but I'll really miss you yea..hope we keep in touch always :)

Anyway, we went to Pizza Hut to "mourn" her leaving....

This is me with my friends who r not in further maths class..Lol

omg..what just happened? haha...Brick decided to hand-make a rose for Hui Xuan..WOW!!!

I was looking to the left where Starbucks was...wishing for my Frappe...sigh

Oh well, I guess I'll get another chance eh?! haha..now It's my time to catch up on some beauty sleep....
Gek Si, I'm sorry! I promise we'll meet soon yea?! like tomorrow lar lol..

Don't mess with my beauty sleep.

My memories are not my own

2009-04-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

I think I have been heeding Xin's advice, you know...to Dream More While I'm Awake??

Cause I have found myself often times lately thinking back on my days in camp

As much as I hate to admit it, I sometimes actually wish I was back there!! Gah...

Why ar?

Is it cause I miss my friends there...and you know we don't have to worry about anything there

except maybe what's the next time to sleep and all

Besides, in just the one month that I've been back, gosh...I've gained so much weight! and It's so obvious k...no one wants to admit it for me probably, but I KNOW!!!

I can't stand it,,,everyday wanna exercise to lose it back, It rains!

What, is it raining season now AGAIN??

or is something against me exercising?!?

lol..I guess bottom line is:

I miss you guys!! Yun Yun n Janete n Ah Hui n Chin Yee n Xin Lin n Sandra!! hahah n Rebecca....remember our Steven Straits?

but we don't always get what we want, do we?

ugh..TAGGED

2009-04-05T11:36:00.003+08:00

anyway, it's my first time, so I'll let you go..

1. The person that tagged you is:

Gek Si =.=

2. Your relationship with her is:

Friend lor

3. Your first impression of her is:

dunno..so cute like penguin??

4. The most memorable moments with her:

shopping together, me sneaking out of 5B to 5A to chat with her xD

5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is:

May Ling, you are NOT ugly! lol..

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:

puke

7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:

nothing

8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:

cry, beat myself up?

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

the world is ending

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:

force her to buy me a handbag (gek gek, u see this?!)

11. Your overall impression on her:

SO CUTE!!!!

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:

my legs...hoho dunno lar

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:

i think im fat

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:

no one..just have Tyra Bank's legs and toned body

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:

I love you??

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1.Qi jun
2.Xin Yi
3. Ping
4.Kar Inn
5.Melody
6.Gek Si (im stil tagging u i dun care!)
7.Melissa
8.XinLin
9.Jo(who doesnt have a blog)
10. Aaron..LOL

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:

omg...gek si, it's you!!! with some guy in bof lar

18. is 9 a male or female:

Female

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:

omg...i wouldn't know..but it would shock the world..hahaha

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:

a levels?

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:

err...two days ago kua..

22. What kind of music does 8 like:

high school musical..lol

23. Does 1 have any siblings:

yes..3 bros..like me!

24. Will you woo 3:
ewwww....no way!

25. How about 7:

also eewww...

26. Is 4 single:

err..i think not.

27. What's the surname of 5:
cheong

28. What's the hobby of 5:

err..online? chatting with number 6?

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:
yeah...pretty well

30. Where is 2 studying at:

should I disclose info?? starts with a T lar..haha

31. Say something casual about your eyes:

they're small

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5:

ewwww...whats with all these gross questions??

33. Where does 9 live:

34. What colours does 4 like:

black? blue?

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:

quite good i think

36. Does 7 like 2:
i would say yes

37. How did you get to know 2:

school...fate..destiny..

38. Does 1 have any pets:

yes a cute cute dog!!

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:

err...not in the world, but sexiest in our form?

thats it!! im not tagging ever again...this is LAME!!! and so time consuming...and so dumb!!! Do u like her? would u like to woo her?? ewwww......

It was right there all along..

2009-04-02T20:37:00.005+08:00

You find yourself surprised,
wide-eyed,
and...

You smile.

You found it..

That thread that connects us,
and makes us friends...

You Want It, You Got It

2009-03-31T17:42:00.003+08:00

seriously, xin.are you like trying to give me PEER PRESURE or something?!

haha..see, u succedded okay..you want me to blog, here I am..BLOGGING..

Let's see...right.

The List of Things To Write In My Blog: (*ehhhh??? cannot underline one!!!)
1. First Day of College
2. Something else about college
3. something more about college
4 .something mind blowing about college
5. something i so seriously want to tell you guys about college

There..my list's done! Now let's move on to more serious stuff...like actually writing in my blog about my college....

Now, one thing you need to know about first days...it's always scary! I mean, I think I'll never stop being nervous on first day of anything! So it was nerve-wrecking(just for dramatic effect xD) but May being the girl I always am...uh-hum..drum-rolls......
rocked it..

hohoho...I'm not saying the college shook okay, just that it totally turned out to be way better than I thought...by the end of my first day, I think I introduced myself to about 3/4 of the class. These people are like seriously friendly to me..i think I'm gonna start crying u know..sniff sniff**

First class was Chemistry..Love the teacher! (it's a she) Second class was C.Maths...like the teacher..hhe(it's also a she) Thirs class was mechanics1..Love the teacher! (it's a HE)...then I also had stats1 the next day (like/love the teacher ar..not sure) It's a He...This teacher is kinda old..you know, with white hair and all...but the way he talks seriously makes me giggle in class for no reason sometimes..then everyone would be like, "what's wrong with her?!" which makes me laugh even harder. OMG almost forgot Physics! Like the subject, Like the teacher(HE)

Having the same class with aaron is.....how do I put this..slightly frustrating? More like making me wanna blow my brains out..=.= sometimes only, of course..no offense meant
He can be such a pain in the *** sometimes you know!?!? all 5A students I'm sure you know that..hehe

I guess that's all for first days right?

NOW....let me tell you my extra-curriculur activities...muahahaha
You know about that MPH-Alliance Bank Short Story Writing Competition??
Well.....I joined it..hoho..I skipped my family dinner on Sunday two days ago forthe sole sake of actually typing 2000 words non-stop! I can't believe myself sometimes...but it's done..
OH AND I PASSED MY UNDANG TEST WITH 47/50 AND I ONLY DID IT FOR 13 MINUTES!!!! EEEEEEEE!!!!

Now got pretty much hw that I never had in a long time, but I think I don't mind doing it for once...since 3/4 of it is add maths..hahhahaha..here I come!

One Question at the end of all this talk: "XIN YI, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW???"
*balloons popping*confetti flying***I'm glad I got that out of my system...ahhhhh..LOL..wow that was one long boring blog..Im pretty sure you guys won't even read to the end...But you MOST probably will, anyway..

So.....what now??

Life continues..full speed ahead!

~THE END~

What a Day!

2009-03-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

today was orientation...met aaron of all people XD
so BORING..didn't know anyone, saw an african i think and a few foreign students
so tired now
a little scared for my first class on monday
but gonna wing it anyway..haha
THINK POSITIVE
its okay if u r not attractive!! XD

as long as I have confidence...i think...just say hi and face the world!
i mean my new class people..ahah

I wonder how my friends felt when they took their first clss too yea...were they scared? were they excited? were they not looking forward to it? omg..im like paranoid!!

ahha..anyway, just do it! I gotta learn to be strong...this seems worse than NS lar..somehow..just go, make friends, learn..

for you, from the bottom of my heart

2009-03-18T21:29:00.003+08:00

I wanna dedicate this vid. to all my friends..

To all my friends who have been there for me in my times of need, in my times of sorrow and my times of joy..To you who never gave up on me no matter what I became. No matter what I did or how I turned out, thanks for being my friend and staying there..thanks for allowing me to be me and for accepting me no matter who I was.

You know who you are, my precious precious friends...
To my friends in primary school, high school, and PLKN
you are so precious to me =)

When I say I'm back, I Mean IT!!

2009-03-18T14:45:00.002+08:00

so I'm back from NS, I got my SPM results, I enrolled in HELP College, yada yada yada....

Wait...What?!

I enrolled in college!! Oh my, gave myself a shock there...haha
Yeah, in case u guys were wondering what I'm going to do after my return from PLKN, the answer is right here..I'm going to HELP to study A Levels..It's kinda a sudden thing for me ya know?! I mean just last wednesday I was sitting on an aeroplane coming home and now one week later, I'm telling people that I'll be going to orientation the day after tomorrow..

It makes me a little melancholic thinking about it..I mean, time seriously does fly when you don't realise it..When I was in camp, you have NO idea how much I was wishing for time to fly and let me go home and continue my studies, but now??

I really wish that I didn't have to grow up so fast..It's like sitting in a roller coaster ride and before I know it, the ride that is your teenager life is over and u have to face the after effect of the ride, the motion sickness and vommit coming out from your stomach...Gross...
haha Just forget the metaphor..

anyway, my point is, I thought that I was ready for a new life in college since it's supposedly uber cool and fun and free...but now, I'm standing at the door to my new phase in life and I just have this scared or nervous feeling like I'm not prepared and I'm not ready to start this life!

Gotta be strong and just face it man...I hope that this Gek Si would go with me, but it seems she hasn't made up her mind lar..So I am forced to face this alone =.=
I'll get you for this Gek..haha just joking lar Gek, don't run away k

Oh so My blog is not frozen anymore I suppose =D
But I gotta find time to change my header and pic lar lol..
And sorrry guys, but because I did not bring a camera to my camp, I have to get it from others and It's gonna take some time,so pls be patient yea..Love you guys! Anyone who misses me, feel free to post a comment here or call me out to chat k!! I MISS HIGH SCHOOL!!

especially my friends and ex-classmates who are so busy now because of college...

absence makes the heart grow fonder...but why am I so berat hati to leave those memories so precious to my heart?
I will always love you guys, wherever you are, whatever you're doing, take heart knowing May thinks of you guys all the time =)

This is the last, as the japanese say:" Saigo de!" I think.........

2008-12-24T17:50:00.002+08:00

im leaving, never coming back again....

It's most likely my last blog for the next 3 months. No more updates on the little moments in my life, no more browsing others' blogs, no more nothing. From next week on, I shall begin my solitary journey across the harsh surroundings in Miri and be who i was born to be, an aborigin!!!! ooooolalalalalallalallalala'

LOL....
Yea, it's true though, Im going for NS!!! seriously, there are so many ppl with the surname Wong and I had to be the one chosen to go all the way to Sarawak!! That's like a world away man....i mean, at least it is in MY WORLD.

Im soooo gonna miss you guys and I just wanna say some last words here, like:: DON'T YOU DARE FORGET ME!!!!!!!! TT
ESPECIALLY XIN YI SIEW PING HUI HWA QI JUN GEK SI JOLYN MANNEE XIN LIN suat teng AND EVERYBODY I KNOW!!!!

MUAXXXXXXXXX
LOVE U GUYS!!

so u guys will be starting college while im stuck there washing dishes or whatever..........sigh

ok la........this farewell blog shall say one last: Goodbye! Sayonara!

THE night, and hopefully, many more to come

2008-12-02T14:31:00.020+08:00

uh....am reading Sand Chronicles..it's nice! For girls. I mean. Anyway, our class had class BBQ party! IT WAS really cool, except halfway I got so tired I couldn't play with them anymore cause I didn't have my afternoon nap..lol

Really exhausting ya know?! Especially the barbeque-ing part..all the hot air kept blowing to my face!!! But overall, I would say it was a fun event. Even Miss Pearl came to the party!! And Ming Wei performed his dance, and Hon Leong shuffled. And Nicolas, well, he danced a one-of-a-kind dance that no one knew what it was...LOL, at least we had a good laugh.

I went home at 11.00p.m. Gosh, time does fly huh.....sad, im scared we won't see each other and have this kind of pure, uninterrupted fun anymore. But life's ahead of me, and well, these will forever be the special memories in my heart..

Picture time!!!

So this is Xuan with Chen Sern...lol they look like a couple huh..DON"T TELL HER I SAID THAT!!!!!

the three pretty ladies: Xuan, Ping, Xin

Jem's dog!! SO adorable...but he was sooo temperamental though...Nashey...Nashie?! LOL I dunno how to spell his name..

lol....look at Xin!!!! Looks so gelojoh!

Jayhan playing guitar! So cool le hor?!

ooh...our marshmallows!!! sooooooooo delicious!

our fish and beef and chicken...it looks sooo tiny in this pic lol..but delish!!!

finally!!! a pic with HUi inside!!! oh, and who's hand is that?! eeee....thats me, duh! just trying to mess their pic..lol

presenting: the lovely, the cute, the young......MISS PEARL!!!!

hey....that's the girls:Li HUi, sher li, Jiamin and.....ME!!! you know, the little one standing next to the tree....

birthday boy: Ming Wei..notice how I, the professional, took it right when he wanted to blow the remaining 3 candles...lol

gROUP PIC!!! try finding miss pearl! and well, even though this pic is dark thanks to Jim, I chose it cause it has a special guest in it...guess who?!?! The Pink Panther!

Our host: Jeremy aka class monitor and Oliver..

hey now, you MUST be wondering where I am right, since this is my camera, there should be at least ONE of me: solo! right?! well, here it is! lalalalala......

anyway, it was a good time. Oh, I also wanna post my b'day pic!!! since it's sweet seventeen and all....

me birthday cake....it's tiramisu, in case u dunno...sad, had to rush to eat it cause the next day had exam...

lalalla, me. seventeen. happy.

Lol, this took such a long time! im bushed. Will update more on my life soon, if anything happens, that is. bye bye~~~~~

Happiness...just a step away

2008-11-27T23:38:00.004+08:00

I'm happy that SPM IS OVER!!!!
But.... There's just this uncomfortable feeling resting in my heart though..i think it's about the fact that I'm leaving secondary school and I have to start looking for scholarships and colleges to apply for..........sighhhhhh

Life.

One word. So many meanings.

My life starts here, now. And there just seems no way to stop it. No more meeting friends in school everyday to gossip To laugh together. To annoy each other together. To fight together. To understand each other together.
Life begins right now..... and I'm not sure If I'm ready for it. Even if It's already knocking on my door.. Will I be brave enough to let it in??

I just hope and wish that my friends will not leave me no matter what... I know some are close to me AND some not so close, but they all matter to me like the sun matters to the flowers in the field. I just wish time would stop and stand still in this moment where we are together.. But then what fun would that be?!

My friends, far apart as we may be in the future.....our happiness and good times together are just a phone call away. So pls, whenever you want to share anything with me, just give me a call, and I'll be there to bask in your happiness...

And one last thing, may we step into the bright limitless future together and give each other strength!

Our future begins!

im bored

2008-11-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

I mean I'm tired. sorry. lol, im too tired to even change the title. sigh.....chem, im so in trouble!!!! I havent started studying...what am I gonna do? Im seriously tired man....think positive!!!! you can do this!!!!!

aaaaaaaaahhhh!

2008-11-12T18:20:00.005+08:00

Dear readers of my little insignificant yet so "interesting" blog,

I am on the second day of SPM........yes!!!! yes! yes! yes! Yes, I am so sorry that I have gone mad from all the happiness...Not happy that I can take science subjects and moral soon, but yes happy that I no longer have to write a BM karangan any longer..I also don't have to cram my brain for history any longer.

OMg..the sej paper 2 was so difficult!! It was NOT what I expected! Almost everything I had crammed for and teacher gave in the tips did not come out!! Except Jahiliah and PBB and Mesir Purba and Yunani(which I didn't read)...I forgot to read!!! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh...sigh...sad lar..but ah, mum says don't worry because it's over! She's not happy with the education system here especially the existence of history and moral so she asks me not to worry and be glad that it's over..

But I have to say, I am totally turning over a new leaf!! No more studying last minute in college! I will dedicate myself to being the best and only the best. Number two will simply not do!! Anyway, I will help my poor brother to make sure he does not study history last minute too! And make sure he studies and is ready for any question at all that may come out!! He's going to suffer soon..thanks to me! I just hope that he knows that this is all for his sake that he will not be like me during his SPM.

heehee...sorry bro, but I love you too much to have to see you suffer like I did. I mean. I sacrificed my sleep! I slept at 2 a.m. man..and for not much good. Sigh, so must.force.brother.study.history.from.form.4.

Exhausted

2008-11-08T00:07:00.006+08:00

Yes. That I definitely am. It always happens when I study above my capacity which is very little. I am lousy. I will admit that. And I admit I am soooo behind in my history compared to like EVERYONE. And I am not exaggerating. I really regret this. But no choice. What's done is done. And I have to work hard man...lol

Yeah. People must be wondering why am I still here posting in my blog. Simple. I need to destress for a few minutes. Today, little for you but a lot for me, I have read 2 chapters of history and learnt about PBB and peranan Malaysia. Thanks to Esther!!!

I owe you man....though it's little. I think it's gonna help me a lot at the rate I'm going.

Anyway, today SMK Bu(3) had a majlis restu to "bless" us form 5's for taking our spm. So we were like walking up the stage and shaking all the teachers' hands. Then suddenly, Xinyi started sobbing!!!
Lol....not meant to make u feel embarrassed, but just wanting to give you a little encouragement, dear!

Don't be sad, It's not like we're never seeing each other again, It just means that we're stepping out into the world as adults, and we are going to be facing a whole new world with different challenges and trials. Of course, you are also going to make new friends, and I think that is something to look forward too, don't you?!

Just wanna let you know that I'll always be here for you, cause even if you don't treat me as your best friend, and there are more important people than me in your life, I'm always here. Friends walk in and out of your life all the time, but they don't always have to disappear. Even in the dark, behind the shadows, lurk many friends who will always lend you their shoulders whenever you feel like it.

And don't worry about not seeing the teachers anymore, cause u have their numbers! and you can always call them to go out and 'yam cha' and go school to visit them, so no one's leaving anyone ever!

Lol, xin, if you read this, I hope you're not crying again, cause this message is not meant to make you cry, but tojust give you some encouragement. One more thing, I really look up to you ler...so much more prepared for exams than me, sigh.......I mean your history and biology lar, more specifically.

haha...Whoo!! I'm tired. type so much. but feel so tired ler....can I study tomorrow? even if there might not be enough time to study finish? Hmmmmm......
I'll try lol....fine. Not like I have a choice. Maybe I should just read the tips teacher gave.

heehee...May Ling, loving Xin yi,
signing out.

spca

2008-11-06T21:49:00.003+08:00

selangor is so awesome!!! They have like cats and dogs and really adorable cats and dogs lar...lol

Sad case, i know. So many owners leave their pets out in the cold cruel world!!!
Do not do this to your own pets!! Be a responsible dog owner!
or pet owner or cat owner....haha

and u can also go to spca selangor to adopt a pet of your very own!!
Actually, the main reason I'm writing this is because I just became a fan of spca on facebook!! Thanks to seeing qi jun join too. haha. I love the doggy pics!!
Here's one of them:

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so adorable!!!! I want him! or her....hmmm...

Poignant essay

2008-11-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

by janice. It was awesome!!! Janice, u can really write like great essays!!! And I totally mean it. The essay was entitled "Rain". And she did a great job man!!! She says teacher gave her 50 out of 50. Whoah...im astounded.. So beautiful! She also said that it was a result of being emo at the time. So what?!? It was wonderful. Thumbs up man.

Right. As u can probably see, I'm not actually writing for something. I'm writing as an excuse to get out of studying. Not that I'll be studying even if I'm not onlining. Lol......

Sigh sigh sigh...gotta get these depressing thoughts out of the blog!!! Later no one wanna read liao. hahahaha. I'm bored. But I don't wanna do anything either. Life is such a paradox sometimes. I wish I could just curl up into a ball and sleep..... zzz

Lol...I wonder if this is what will happen to me soon.

Review

2008-11-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE. i'M LAZY? IT DOESN'T EVEN BEGIN TO COVER WHAT I'VE DONE. WHAT I'VE DONE? I'VE NOT STUDIED MUCH
I'VE STUDIED LAST MINUTE
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY?

I'm like totally regretting this right now. And obviously, everyone knows it's not good to regret because things have already happened. But the worst thing? I don't feel like studying although exams are like 9 days away. 8 more days to study!!!!!

Okay, let's see what i've done k??

1: I've finished physics. That is one relief. But not the experiments lol. what to do yea. I'm not sure if I can remember everything though, so I have to find time to do exercise. Which is non existent snce i have so many im not ready for

2: Modern maths completed duh

3: Add Maths quite done. Just a little revision will do I hope. lol

4: Bio?? don't wanna talk about it

5: Chemistry?? Left the last chap of form 4, last of form 5, oxidation and reduction, thermochemistry, carbon compounds, and the definitions and experiments. LOL SO MUCH

6: cHINESE no need to discuss. I have to try my best. God, pls bless me!!!!

7: History. P.S:**** The worst. I'm practically unconscious just thinking about it. So far, I've read chapter one of both forms. Congratulations me =.=
wanna cry!!!!! T.T
why is this happening?!?!

nothng i can do abt it though, except study!! I mean, TRY to study. Today: Study sej chap 2, 3, 4!! so much!!! I CAN DO THIS!!!

i HAVE TO!!

OKAY, tata..
trying to study. Not yet i mean. later.
=)
you just need to lift one finger in order to rebuild, relive, give and have hope. says the artist: Mawn. Thanks!!!

My Disp Pic

2008-11-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

I wana give credits to Misantropia!
Thanks for the nice pic that I really like but am not sure it suits my blog template.
have to think about that later. First, I have to sleep. **yawn** so tired!!!

Superwoman Begins!!! her blog

2008-10-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

LOL..

I am so not superwoman. But I begin this blog. And I hope that it will not interrupt my plans to study. Not that I'm a nerd. According to me. I'm really just interested in knowledge. That doesn't make me a nerd. Or geek. Does it?

Anyway, I have begun my blog at blogger.com! And I hope it will be good. Cause then I can have some fun online haha.

Hui sent me this e-mail and I found it really true.

So I guess in life you sometimes have to accept it like it is. And like the storybooks always say:"When life gives you lemons, make lemonade!!" Only I'll squeeze the lemons so hard I'll probably suck 'em dry. Lol.

Haha. I love my life now. Oh how I wish it didn't have to end!!
Sigh, when I think about life after high school and how I'll be starting my new life, there's this anticipation and longing, ya know?
But on the other hand, I just don't feel I'm ready and I really need to hold on to this moment in school where I can have fun with my friends and see them like practically every day.

Life has to go on, i guess. I am so not studying right now, omg omg omg. Im gonna freak out soon.

SPM is 11 days away!!! I have 10 days to study!!! I'm gonna hyperventilate!!!

But don't mind me. Have fun. In cyberspace.

May,
signing out. =)