Finding that silver lining behind those mournful grey clouds

UPDATE

Yeah. Thats what im doing now =)
Like finally! hahaha

So what's up?

Vivek is leaving tomorrow!!!!!
**shock*** So sudden wei....didn't even tell me before..Now I have ANOTHER friend gone! Loneliness can be a scary thing sometimes...SWEET YIN, NIVA, U GUYS BETTER NOT LEAVE TOO!!!!!

Sigh...oh kay....time to move on
I went out with Jo and Gek on saturday!!! So happy la..

What can I say? I <3<3<3<3<3 them!!

Oh, and I finally loaded the pics from Momo into my com!! So many embarrassing photos LOL but I found these:

LOL The couple...I wonder how they're doing now le...Suz. never replied my sms-es. P.s.* sEE momo makan-ing there?!

heehee Im taller than momo!

me saying bye bye to the past

*salutes* Goodbye my belived memories...You'll always be close to my heart!
See ya soon, future!

I'm a little sick of my life now...I need a renewed motivation!
But now, I just gotta keep holding on, cause there's still a bunch of mechanics to do hahaha
I wonder when I can finally finish it?

Life is like a rowing boat...
You never know when you'll reach your destination,
And sometimes, you get lost along the way
Sometimes, you even forget where you're supposed to go,
But a reminder comes along the way,
and reminds you of all you could become,
if you just believe in yourself =)

I miss english lit.

Those times....

Guess why I havent been updating my blog for two weeks??

I was indulging in the delicious aroma of MECHANICS.

Seriously, what is with mechanics?? I had 100 plus questions to complete which completely drove me bonkers! Just ask anyone in my class man....I now feel like puking even at the sound of that word =.=

When I finally completed it, I have 40 plus questions for Physics, and I need to do 76 more questions for Stats!!!! (yes, i counted =.=)


I am in serious need of vacation, so tomorrow, Im going out!!!!
Happy pre-birthday, Mannee!

OOH I NEED TO RUN AWAY
Why cant the world pause for even one moment?
Just give me this one second to breathe in the present,
To know that I'm alive
and I'm living for a reason other than college,
To remember that I'm still me,
no matter what happens.

I love my present,
but I need time to savour it,
and time is just what I cannot find.
Not right now.

Dull, Dreary and Just Plain Boring

My last week was............

Dry
Mou Liu
Uneventful
Sien
Uninteresting

And totally *Blank*

Sigh.....I need more spice in my life man...

The one thing that took up my mind was a tug in my brain telling me that I am not who I used to be..
Intellectually I mean.

I feel like so Stu**d now man...what with homework and quizzes which I dunno how to do...

Ugh

My brain's overloaded.

Im going shopping now for some de-stress...Roxy's having sales =)

Why can't it be like it used to?

It was Possible, After All...

I totally passed my DRIVING TEST!

heeeehee....I feel.......like I'm floating, but at the same time, kinda nervous cause I gotta drive on my own from now on. No more...."EEEH!!! Watch out for that car!" or "How you drive one ar?!!?" from my instructor....

I tell you ar...the examiner sux man..He kept on scolding me what dungu lar, bodoh lar.....it's his useless car being useless lar!! The brakes were sooooooooo worn out, so when I pressed the brakes and there was no effect, he helped me to press le, LOL!

yet, after all that scolding, he allowed me to pass....I really, seriously, THANK GOD wei......
So totally impossible without Him!

What's my plan now??
Get a Manual Honda or Nissan or whatever car (secondhand, according to my father, since I'll most probably get into accidents everyday)


heeeeeeeeeheeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeee............

I knew You would help me...
Thank you,
I'm once again awed by Your mercy.

You were Never You

I got something to tell you...

Why do you have to be someone you're not?

Why do you always want what you cannot get?

Don't you realise that what was never yours will never be yours?

Life is not all about you

You really shouldn't have done that

You pissed her off

And nothing ever changes after all

Now here I am...waiting for a miracle.
That you will change.
And learn to be you

Another Tag to tag what i was just tagged so i can be a tagger who tagged another to-be-tagger

1. Besides ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
My forehead....soooooooo romantic!!!

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
I want to sleep somemore! It's only 9! oh crap! school starts at ten!!

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
My aunt?

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
No....maybe....

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Yes. When I'm eighteen *sobsob*

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of opposite sex?
Yes =.=

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
No....im so bored. =.=

8. What does your last text message say?
why you cry?!?

9. What are you thinking right now?
When will these questions end =.=

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Not really...just wanna sleep

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Errr.....2.45 am maybe...after watching terminator 2 hahah!

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Market lol

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
not really...gek gek maybe..in my unconscious

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Gek Gek

NINE un-lucky persons to do this quiz:
1.Gek Gek
2.Qi Jun
3.Xin
4.Ping
5.Kar
6.Bro
7.Bro
8.Hui Xuan
9.no one...i cut one person some slack..haha

I promised never to do another tag again...yet here I am
Oh boy, the things I do for friendship....lol XD

May's Adventures In The big City

Yeay!!! haha...I went to KL yesterday and came back today, and I think I'm going there again next week!!

So I stayed in a run-down apartment, but it's really quite OK...they even have a TV room, so it's not that bad. Just that I had to sleep on the floor and it was a rough night...My back's sore man..

My apartment from outside..you can guess where it is, but I'm not gonna tell you heehee

And for dinner, we went to Restaurant Sakura to try since my mum says she hasn't been there in maybe a decade?? I have to tell you, honestly, the food there is really good! There are flaws..but it was not bad....definitely. The price, not so though...haha

This...IS not mine..haha it's my dad's Lamb Chop. It was good, but rating of maybe 4/5. Im lazy to download the other food we ordered, but they didn't look so special anyway XD

After that, went to Starhill Gallery for the first time in my life...I wonder why I never went there before yea..haha..WHoooo..The stuff there glittery, the place really high-class le..You want proof, I show you!! I'm so in love you know!?

see?? waaa...glittery shoe le..I want!! Know what brand or not?? Gianmarco Lorenzi le..

This Rodo purse:Gosh...made of Rubies?? I have no idea, what I know...It's so beautiful! I have another one to show you...It's breathtaking, seriously..I don't have to own it, I just have to dream about it..haha

This...*speechless*

Then, we retired to our room to watch TV and sleep...where I got my sore back. And next morning(this morning), went swimming until my fingers were wrinkly..
Then, we walked along the road in the Big City. And to my shock, my dad actually allowed me to buy my baby Roxy bag!!!!!!!! Whooo-hoo!
I LOVE MY DAD
seriously...haha

Then we walked to Pavilion and the sun was scorching, but we reached anyway hohoho...obviously. The point is, we were there to pretend to be rich people for a few hours..muahahaha

I went in to Juicy Couture, hoping to buy something since it was meant for us teenagers, right?!?! then I got the Shock of my day..horror of Horrors, the clothes were fabulous! But the price were over the roof I tell you! One jacket...kinda like a pajamas kinda jacket, cost Rm1100!!!! Are you kidding me!?! Honestly, which teenager can actually afford this?!?! I'm starting to think that the shop's there for deco only lar..lol

Wanna see Twin Towers from my apartment?? It's nice, seriously.

Lastly, I just wanna say, Being rich is not number one in life, but It's sure nice to walk in the rich's shoes once in a while :)

See my darling Guess shoe! It's not taken very nicely though :(
sigh.......my darling, I love you, but I can't have you!! Perhaps...we were just not meant to be?

I love shoes XD