This is the last, as the japanese say:" Saigo de!" I think.........

im leaving, never coming back again....

It's most likely my last blog for the next 3 months. No more updates on the little moments in my life, no more browsing others' blogs, no more nothing. From next week on, I shall begin my solitary journey across the harsh surroundings in Miri and be who i was born to be, an aborigin!!!! ooooolalalalalallalallalala'

LOL....
Yea, it's true though, Im going for NS!!! seriously, there are so many ppl with the surname Wong and I had to be the one chosen to go all the way to Sarawak!! That's like a world away man....i mean, at least it is in MY WORLD.

Im soooo gonna miss you guys and I just wanna say some last words here, like:: DON'T YOU DARE FORGET ME!!!!!!!! TT
ESPECIALLY XIN YI SIEW PING HUI HWA QI JUN GEK SI JOLYN MANNEE XIN LIN suat teng AND EVERYBODY I KNOW!!!!

MUAXXXXXXXXX
LOVE U GUYS!!

so u guys will be starting college while im stuck there washing dishes or whatever..........sigh

ok la........this farewell blog shall say one last: Goodbye! Sayonara!

THE night, and hopefully, many more to come

uh....am reading Sand Chronicles..it's nice! For girls. I mean. Anyway, our class had class BBQ party! IT WAS really cool, except halfway I got so tired I couldn't play with them anymore cause I didn't have my afternoon nap..lol

Really exhausting ya know?! Especially the barbeque-ing part..all the hot air kept blowing to my face!!! But overall, I would say it was a fun event. Even Miss Pearl came to the party!! And Ming Wei performed his dance, and Hon Leong shuffled. And Nicolas, well, he danced a one-of-a-kind dance that no one knew what it was...LOL, at least we had a good laugh.

I went home at 11.00p.m. Gosh, time does fly huh.....sad, im scared we won't see each other and have this kind of pure, uninterrupted fun anymore. But life's ahead of me, and well, these will forever be the special memories in my heart..

Picture time!!!

So this is Xuan with Chen Sern...lol they look like a couple huh..DON"T TELL HER I SAID THAT!!!!!

the three pretty ladies: Xuan, Ping, Xin

Jem's dog!! SO adorable...but he was sooo temperamental though...Nashey...Nashie?! LOL I dunno how to spell his name..

lol....look at Xin!!!! Looks so gelojoh!

Jayhan playing guitar! So cool le hor?!

ooh...our marshmallows!!! sooooooooo delicious!

our fish and beef and chicken...it looks sooo tiny in this pic lol..but delish!!!

finally!!! a pic with HUi inside!!! oh, and who's hand is that?! eeee....thats me, duh! just trying to mess their pic..lol

presenting: the lovely, the cute, the young......MISS PEARL!!!!

hey....that's the girls:Li HUi, sher li, Jiamin and.....ME!!! you know, the little one standing next to the tree....

birthday boy: Ming Wei..notice how I, the professional, took it right when he wanted to blow the remaining 3 candles...lol

gROUP PIC!!! try finding miss pearl! and well, even though this pic is dark thanks to Jim, I chose it cause it has a special guest in it...guess who?!?! The Pink Panther!

Our host: Jeremy aka class monitor and Oliver..

hey now, you MUST be wondering where I am right, since this is my camera, there should be at least ONE of me: solo! right?! well, here it is! lalalalala......

anyway, it was a good time. Oh, I also wanna post my b'day pic!!! since it's sweet seventeen and all....

me birthday cake....it's tiramisu, in case u dunno...sad, had to rush to eat it cause the next day had exam...

lalalla, me. seventeen. happy.

Lol, this took such a long time! im bushed. Will update more on my life soon, if anything happens, that is. bye bye~~~~~

Happiness...just a step away

I'm happy that SPM IS OVER!!!!
But.... There's just this uncomfortable feeling resting in my heart though..i think it's about the fact that I'm leaving secondary school and I have to start looking for scholarships and colleges to apply for..........sighhhhhh

Life.

One word. So many meanings.

My life starts here, now. And there just seems no way to stop it. No more meeting friends in school everyday to gossip To laugh together. To annoy each other together. To fight together. To understand each other together.
Life begins right now..... and I'm not sure If I'm ready for it. Even if It's already knocking on my door.. Will I be brave enough to let it in??

I just hope and wish that my friends will not leave me no matter what... I know some are close to me AND some not so close, but they all matter to me like the sun matters to the flowers in the field. I just wish time would stop and stand still in this moment where we are together.. But then what fun would that be?!

My friends, far apart as we may be in the future.....our happiness and good times together are just a phone call away. So pls, whenever you want to share anything with me, just give me a call, and I'll be there to bask in your happiness...

And one last thing, may we step into the bright limitless future together and give each other strength!


Our future begins!

im bored

I mean I'm tired. sorry. lol, im too tired to even change the title. sigh.....chem, im so in trouble!!!! I havent started studying...what am I gonna do? Im seriously tired man....think positive!!!! you can do this!!!!!

aaaaaaaaahhhh!

Dear readers of my little insignificant yet so "interesting" blog,

I am on the second day of SPM........yes!!!! yes! yes! yes! Yes, I am so sorry that I have gone mad from all the happiness...Not happy that I can take science subjects and moral soon, but yes happy that I no longer have to write a BM karangan any longer..I also don't have to cram my brain for history any longer.

OMg..the sej paper 2 was so difficult!! It was NOT what I expected! Almost everything I had crammed for and teacher gave in the tips did not come out!! Except Jahiliah and PBB and Mesir Purba and Yunani(which I didn't read)...I forgot to read!!! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh...sigh...sad lar..but ah, mum says don't worry because it's over! She's not happy with the education system here especially the existence of history and moral so she asks me not to worry and be glad that it's over..

But I have to say, I am totally turning over a new leaf!! No more studying last minute in college! I will dedicate myself to being the best and only the best. Number two will simply not do!! Anyway, I will help my poor brother to make sure he does not study history last minute too! And make sure he studies and is ready for any question at all that may come out!! He's going to suffer soon..thanks to me! I just hope that he knows that this is all for his sake that he will not be like me during his SPM.

heehee...sorry bro, but I love you too much to have to see you suffer like I did. I mean. I sacrificed my sleep! I slept at 2 a.m. man..and for not much good. Sigh, so must.force.brother.study.history.from.form.4.

Exhausted

Yes. That I definitely am. It always happens when I study above my capacity which is very little. I am lousy. I will admit that. And I admit I am soooo behind in my history compared to like EVERYONE. And I am not exaggerating. I really regret this. But no choice. What's done is done. And I have to work hard man...lol

Yeah. People must be wondering why am I still here posting in my blog. Simple. I need to destress for a few minutes. Today, little for you but a lot for me, I have read 2 chapters of history and learnt about PBB and peranan Malaysia. Thanks to Esther!!!

I owe you man....though it's little. I think it's gonna help me a lot at the rate I'm going.

Anyway, today SMK Bu(3) had a majlis restu to "bless" us form 5's for taking our spm. So we were like walking up the stage and shaking all the teachers' hands. Then suddenly, Xinyi started sobbing!!!
Lol....not meant to make u feel embarrassed, but just wanting to give you a little encouragement, dear!

Don't be sad, It's not like we're never seeing each other again, It just means that we're stepping out into the world as adults, and we are going to be facing a whole new world with different challenges and trials. Of course, you are also going to make new friends, and I think that is something to look forward too, don't you?!

Just wanna let you know that I'll always be here for you, cause even if you don't treat me as your best friend, and there are more important people than me in your life, I'm always here. Friends walk in and out of your life all the time, but they don't always have to disappear. Even in the dark, behind the shadows, lurk many friends who will always lend you their shoulders whenever you feel like it.

And don't worry about not seeing the teachers anymore, cause u have their numbers! and you can always call them to go out and 'yam cha' and go school to visit them, so no one's leaving anyone ever!

Lol, xin, if you read this, I hope you're not crying again, cause this message is not meant to make you cry, but tojust give you some encouragement. One more thing, I really look up to you ler...so much more prepared for exams than me, sigh.......I mean your history and biology lar, more specifically.

haha...Whoo!! I'm tired. type so much. but feel so tired ler....can I study tomorrow? even if there might not be enough time to study finish? Hmmmmm......
I'll try lol....fine. Not like I have a choice. Maybe I should just read the tips teacher gave.

heehee...May Ling, loving Xin yi,
signing out.

spca

selangor is so awesome!!! They have like cats and dogs and really adorable cats and dogs lar...lol

Sad case, i know. So many owners leave their pets out in the cold cruel world!!!
Do not do this to your own pets!! Be a responsible dog owner!
or pet owner or cat owner....haha

and u can also go to spca selangor to adopt a pet of your very own!!
Actually, the main reason I'm writing this is because I just became a fan of spca on facebook!! Thanks to seeing qi jun join too. haha. I love the doggy pics!!
Here's one of them:

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so adorable!!!! I want him! or her....hmmm...

Poignant essay

by janice. It was awesome!!! Janice, u can really write like great essays!!! And I totally mean it. The essay was entitled "Rain". And she did a great job man!!! She says teacher gave her 50 out of 50. Whoah...im astounded.. So beautiful! She also said that it was a result of being emo at the time. So what?!? It was wonderful. Thumbs up man.

Right. As u can probably see, I'm not actually writing for something. I'm writing as an excuse to get out of studying. Not that I'll be studying even if I'm not onlining. Lol......

Sigh sigh sigh...gotta get these depressing thoughts out of the blog!!! Later no one wanna read liao. hahahaha. I'm bored. But I don't wanna do anything either. Life is such a paradox sometimes. I wish I could just curl up into a ball and sleep..... zzz

Lol...I wonder if this is what will happen to me soon.

Review

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE. i'M LAZY? IT DOESN'T EVEN BEGIN TO COVER WHAT I'VE DONE. WHAT I'VE DONE? I'VE NOT STUDIED MUCH
I'VE STUDIED LAST MINUTE
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY?

I'm like totally regretting this right now. And obviously, everyone knows it's not good to regret because things have already happened. But the worst thing? I don't feel like studying although exams are like 9 days away. 8 more days to study!!!!!

Okay, let's see what i've done k??

1: I've finished physics. That is one relief. But not the experiments lol. what to do yea. I'm not sure if I can remember everything though, so I have to find time to do exercise. Which is non existent snce i have so many im not ready for

2: Modern maths completed duh

3: Add Maths quite done. Just a little revision will do I hope. lol

4: Bio?? don't wanna talk about it

5: Chemistry?? Left the last chap of form 4, last of form 5, oxidation and reduction, thermochemistry, carbon compounds, and the definitions and experiments. LOL SO MUCH

6: cHINESE no need to discuss. I have to try my best. God, pls bless me!!!!

7: History. P.S:**** The worst. I'm practically unconscious just thinking about it. So far, I've read chapter one of both forms. Congratulations me =.=
wanna cry!!!!! T.T
why is this happening?!?!

nothng i can do abt it though, except study!! I mean, TRY to study. Today: Study sej chap 2, 3, 4!! so much!!! I CAN DO THIS!!!

i HAVE TO!!

OKAY, tata..
trying to study. Not yet i mean. later.
=)
you just need to lift one finger in order to rebuild, relive, give and have hope. says the artist: Mawn. Thanks!!!

My Disp Pic

I wana give credits to Misantropia!
Thanks for the nice pic that I really like but am not sure it suits my blog template.
have to think about that later. First, I have to sleep. **yawn** so tired!!!

Superwoman Begins!!! her blog

LOL..

I am so not superwoman. But I begin this blog. And I hope that it will not interrupt my plans to study. Not that I'm a nerd. According to me. I'm really just interested in knowledge. That doesn't make me a nerd. Or geek. Does it?

Anyway, I have begun my blog at blogger.com! And I hope it will be good. Cause then I can have some fun online haha.

Hui sent me this e-mail and I found it really true.

So I guess in life you sometimes have to accept it like it is. And like the storybooks always say:"When life gives you lemons, make lemonade!!" Only I'll squeeze the lemons so hard I'll probably suck 'em dry. Lol.

Haha. I love my life now. Oh how I wish it didn't have to end!!
Sigh, when I think about life after high school and how I'll be starting my new life, there's this anticipation and longing, ya know?
But on the other hand, I just don't feel I'm ready and I really need to hold on to this moment in school where I can have fun with my friends and see them like practically every day.

Life has to go on, i guess. I am so not studying right now, omg omg omg. Im gonna freak out soon.

SPM is 11 days away!!! I have 10 days to study!!! I'm gonna hyperventilate!!!

But don't mind me. Have fun. In cyberspace.

May,
signing out. =)