My memories are not my own

I think I have been heeding Xin's advice, you know...to Dream More While I'm Awake??

Cause I have found myself often times lately thinking back on my days in camp

As much as I hate to admit it, I sometimes actually wish I was back there!! Gah...

Why ar?

Is it cause I miss my friends there...and you know we don't have to worry about anything there

except maybe what's the next time to sleep and all

Besides, in just the one month that I've been back, gosh...I've gained so much weight! and It's so obvious k...no one wants to admit it for me probably, but I KNOW!!!

I can't stand it,,,everyday wanna exercise to lose it back, It rains!

What, is it raining season now AGAIN??

or is something against me exercising?!?

lol..I guess bottom line is:

I miss you guys!! Yun Yun n Janete n Ah Hui n Chin Yee n Xin Lin n Sandra!! hahah n Rebecca....remember our Steven Straits?

but we don't always get what we want, do we?

ugh..TAGGED

anyway, it's my first time, so I'll let you go..

1. The person that tagged you is:

Gek Si =.=

2. Your relationship with her is:

Friend lor

3. Your first impression of her is:

dunno..so cute like penguin??

4. The most memorable moments with her:

shopping together, me sneaking out of 5B to 5A to chat with her xD

5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is:

May Ling, you are NOT ugly! lol..

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:

puke

7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:

nothing

8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:

cry, beat myself up?

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

the world is ending

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:

force her to buy me a handbag (gek gek, u see this?!)

11. Your overall impression on her:

SO CUTE!!!!

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:

my legs...hoho dunno lar

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:

i think im fat

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:

no one..just have Tyra Bank's legs and toned body

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:

I love you??

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1.Qi jun
2.Xin Yi
3. Ping
4.Kar Inn
5.Melody
6.Gek Si (im stil tagging u i dun care!)
7.Melissa
8.XinLin
9.Jo(who doesnt have a blog)
10. Aaron..LOL

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:

omg...gek si, it's you!!! with some guy in bof lar

18. is 9 a male or female:

Female

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:

omg...i wouldn't know..but it would shock the world..hahaha

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:

a levels?

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:

err...two days ago kua..

22. What kind of music does 8 like:

high school musical..lol

23. Does 1 have any siblings:

yes..3 bros..like me!

24. Will you woo 3:
ewwww....no way!

25. How about 7:

also eewww...

26. Is 4 single:

err..i think not.

27. What's the surname of 5:
cheong

28. What's the hobby of 5:

err..online? chatting with number 6?

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:
yeah...pretty well

30. Where is 2 studying at:

should I disclose info?? starts with a T lar..haha

31. Say something casual about your eyes:

they're small

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5:

ewwww...whats with all these gross questions??

33. Where does 9 live:

KD

34. What colours does 4 like:

black? blue?

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:

quite good i think

36. Does 7 like 2:
i would say yes

37. How did you get to know 2:

school...fate..destiny..

38. Does 1 have any pets:

yes a cute cute dog!!

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:

err...not in the world, but sexiest in our form?

thats it!! im not tagging ever again...this is LAME!!! and so time consuming...and so dumb!!! Do u like her? would u like to woo her?? ewwww......

It was right there all along..

You find yourself surprised,
wide-eyed,
and...

You smile.

You found it..

That thread that connects us,
and makes us friends...

You Want It, You Got It

seriously, xin.are you like trying to give me PEER PRESURE or something?!

haha..see, u succedded okay..you want me to blog, here I am..BLOGGING..

Let's see...right.

The List of Things To Write In My Blog: (*ehhhh??? cannot underline one!!!)
1. First Day of College
2. Something else about college
3. something more about college
4 .something mind blowing about college
5. something i so seriously want to tell you guys about college

There..my list's done! Now let's move on to more serious stuff...like actually writing in my blog about my college....

Now, one thing you need to know about first days...it's always scary! I mean, I think I'll never stop being nervous on first day of anything! So it was nerve-wrecking(just for dramatic effect xD) but May being the girl I always am...uh-hum..drum-rolls......
rocked it..

hohoho...I'm not saying the college shook okay, just that it totally turned out to be way better than I thought...by the end of my first day, I think I introduced myself to about 3/4 of the class. These people are like seriously friendly to me..i think I'm gonna start crying u know..sniff sniff**

First class was Chemistry..Love the teacher! (it's a she) Second class was C.Maths...like the teacher..hhe(it's also a she) Thirs class was mechanics1..Love the teacher! (it's a HE)...then I also had stats1 the next day (like/love the teacher ar..not sure) It's a He...This teacher is kinda old..you know, with white hair and all...but the way he talks seriously makes me giggle in class for no reason sometimes..then everyone would be like, "what's wrong with her?!" which makes me laugh even harder. OMG almost forgot Physics! Like the subject, Like the teacher(HE)

Having the same class with aaron is.....how do I put this..slightly frustrating? More like making me wanna blow my brains out..=.= sometimes only, of course..no offense meant
He can be such a pain in the *** sometimes you know!?!? all 5A students I'm sure you know that..hehe

I guess that's all for first days right?

NOW....let me tell you my extra-curriculur activities...muahahaha
You know about that MPH-Alliance Bank Short Story Writing Competition??
Well.....I joined it..hoho..I skipped my family dinner on Sunday two days ago forthe sole sake of actually typing 2000 words non-stop! I can't believe myself sometimes...but it's done..
OH AND I PASSED MY UNDANG TEST WITH 47/50 AND I ONLY DID IT FOR 13 MINUTES!!!! EEEEEEEE!!!!

Now got pretty much hw that I never had in a long time, but I think I don't mind doing it for once...since 3/4 of it is add maths..hahhahaha..here I come!

One Question at the end of all this talk: "XIN YI, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW???"
*balloons popping*confetti flying***I'm glad I got that out of my system...ahhhhh..LOL..wow that was one long boring blog..Im pretty sure you guys won't even read to the end...But you MOST probably will, anyway..

So.....what now??

Life continues..full speed ahead!

~THE END~

What a Day!

today was orientation...met aaron of all people XD
so BORING..didn't know anyone, saw an african i think and a few foreign students
so tired now
a little scared for my first class on monday
but gonna wing it anyway..haha
THINK POSITIVE
its okay if u r not attractive!! XD

as long as I have confidence...i think...just say hi and face the world!
i mean my new class people..ahah

I wonder how my friends felt when they took their first clss too yea...were they scared? were they excited? were they not looking forward to it? omg..im like paranoid!!

ahha..anyway, just do it! I gotta learn to be strong...this seems worse than NS lar..somehow..just go, make friends, learn..

for you, from the bottom of my heart

I wanna dedicate this vid. to all my friends..

To all my friends who have been there for me in my times of need, in my times of sorrow and my times of joy..To you who never gave up on me no matter what I became. No matter what I did or how I turned out, thanks for being my friend and staying there..thanks for allowing me to be me and for accepting me no matter who I was.

You know who you are, my precious precious friends...
To my friends in primary school, high school, and PLKN
you are so precious to me =)

When I say I'm back, I Mean IT!!

so I'm back from NS, I got my SPM results, I enrolled in HELP College, yada yada yada....

Wait...What?!

I enrolled in college!! Oh my, gave myself a shock there...haha
Yeah, in case u guys were wondering what I'm going to do after my return from PLKN, the answer is right here..I'm going to HELP to study A Levels..It's kinda a sudden thing for me ya know?! I mean just last wednesday I was sitting on an aeroplane coming home and now one week later, I'm telling people that I'll be going to orientation the day after tomorrow..

It makes me a little melancholic thinking about it..I mean, time seriously does fly when you don't realise it..When I was in camp, you have NO idea how much I was wishing for time to fly and let me go home and continue my studies, but now??

I really wish that I didn't have to grow up so fast..It's like sitting in a roller coaster ride and before I know it, the ride that is your teenager life is over and u have to face the after effect of the ride, the motion sickness and vommit coming out from your stomach...Gross...
haha Just forget the metaphor..

anyway, my point is, I thought that I was ready for a new life in college since it's supposedly uber cool and fun and free...but now, I'm standing at the door to my new phase in life and I just have this scared or nervous feeling like I'm not prepared and I'm not ready to start this life!

Gotta be strong and just face it man...I hope that this Gek Si would go with me, but it seems she hasn't made up her mind lar..So I am forced to face this alone =.=
I'll get you for this Gek..haha just joking lar Gek, don't run away k

Oh so My blog is not frozen anymore I suppose =D
But I gotta find time to change my header and pic lar lol..
And sorrry guys, but because I did not bring a camera to my camp, I have to get it from others and It's gonna take some time,so pls be patient yea..Love you guys! Anyone who misses me, feel free to post a comment here or call me out to chat k!! I MISS HIGH SCHOOL!!

especially my friends and ex-classmates who are so busy now because of college...

absence makes the heart grow fonder...but why am I so berat hati to leave those memories so precious to my heart?
I will always love you guys, wherever you are, whatever you're doing, take heart knowing May thinks of you guys all the time =)